[he can't. he can't move. he'd been woken from fitful sleep by all of his muscles seizing, out of his control, and his mind being torn apart.
he chokes back a second scream, swallows it, curls in on himself as best he can when his arms and legs won't obey him.
he's felt this before. he knows it, but can't remember it--not fully. there's flashes of what might be memory, hazy and wavering in his mind, he's unable to hold onto them. he bit through his lip the last time, he thinks. why was there a last time?]
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he chokes back a second scream, swallows it, curls in on himself as best he can when his arms and legs won't obey him.
he's felt this before. he knows it, but can't remember it--not fully. there's flashes of what might be memory, hazy and wavering in his mind, he's unable to hold onto them. he bit through his lip the last time, he thinks. why was there a last time?]