[ khan has moved close to help where he can, ready to give him whatever he needs. when he worried that there was worse that marcus might do, even he hadn't considered this. conditioning so ingrained that they might simply watch one of their family die and be able to do nothing to stop it. he pushes back the anger, it will help no one right now.
he hears him say something about it being in his head but---how?
dimly, he's aware through the growing buzz in his head from lack of oxygen, what julian is doing. they are all taught basic field medicine in the academy, but it isn't working. the tightening in his chest isn't lessening, and his vision is starting to grey. it's nearly completely black, and then he's breathing again, rasping it in.
he's still dizzy feeling, sick, and he could sob at the relief he's feeling, tears itching his skin as they roll out of the corners of his eyes. ]
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he hears him say something about it being in his head but---how?
dimly, he's aware through the growing buzz in his head from lack of oxygen, what julian is doing. they are all taught basic field medicine in the academy, but it isn't working. the tightening in his chest isn't lessening, and his vision is starting to grey. it's nearly completely black, and then he's breathing again, rasping it in.
he's still dizzy feeling, sick, and he could sob at the relief he's feeling, tears itching his skin as they roll out of the corners of his eyes. ]