[ Vulcans do not speak of this, and Spock strives to be as Vulcan as possible. But even failing that, Spock is a private individual, and this is a matter of great shame.
He's aware they are alone, heard Jim dismiss everyone. He could almost see the curious, speculative faces of the crew, even though his back has been turned the entire time. Even with it being just the two of them, he does not want to discuss this. Or even look at Jim, if he is honest.
Instead, he focuses on the screen in front of him, hands tightly gripping the console. ]
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[ Vulcans do not speak of this, and Spock strives to be as Vulcan as possible. But even failing that, Spock is a private individual, and this is a matter of great shame.
He's aware they are alone, heard Jim dismiss everyone. He could almost see the curious, speculative faces of the crew, even though his back has been turned the entire time. Even with it being just the two of them, he does not want to discuss this. Or even look at Jim, if he is honest.
Instead, he focuses on the screen in front of him, hands tightly gripping the console. ]